now I could continue in poem form
If I did explain then you would think less of me
so it is better to retain the mystery
i have to slap on Movelat pain killed gel right now
i wish i didn't have to bore you with that fact
chronic pain does wear you out
like a wind of sand chipping away at buildings
or waves washing the shoreline away
so you have to chose HOPE
just as the UAE satellite is named
and if you get to the end of The Butcher The Baker and The Undertaker
in whatever language you'll learn about that too
I also thought about Aliens returning to visit us again
They thought we had hope as we discovered Music
banging bones on the skulls of those we had just eaten
But the discovery of beat showed signs of hope
so we were left to evolve
now we if the Aliens returned today 25th July 2020
what would they see and think
people suing each other for fortunes
and what do they do with the money
do they donate 100% to charity, or 1%
because they were hurt so much by what the Press said
Suing seems to be a gravy train denying all Hope
I'd respect people more if they won then gave it all away
or maybe I'm just naive and old fashioned
so the waves of thoughts and ideas fall and rise and swell
But I need the Movelat gel to finish its work
before I begin, as America sing to me from my smart speaker
so this is a chat, it won't appear in my books when I compile them
you can think for yourselves
now here's Michael and The Chink in The Wall
from 4.5 years ago, I went through a wall of my own then
I knew it when I finished writing this piece Jan 2016 according to my list
though that could just be the date I have it on my computer
and it's not copied from anybody, though obviously it refers to Dickens
I'm a dickens of a writer, not Shakespeare but you can argue about style
amongst yoiurselves
later today with the help of Movelat gel you'll get something else
and by the way Saudi, spread the word,
Michael Casey the fat silver haired writer in shades from Birmingham
can be read in Arabic too, just go search
now this old piece to keep you going.
Look for the Pathos too, there's always a bit of mirror in the piece
Michael and the Chink in the Wall ©
By
Michael Casey
Michael was all alone in the house, he was abandoned, left
all alone with just the mice for company. He was the kitchen boy in the
Master’s house, he’d fetch and carry and be allowed to sleep in a corner, just
like a dog, but a dog would at least have a basket. He was actually the Master’s
son, but when the pantry maid had died in labour, Michael was kept in the
kitchen, the Master agreeing not to send him to the Workhouse, a promise he
kept as the maid died before him.
Being the eldest, Michael should have inherited the house
and the fortune, but he had been born on the wrong side of the blanket. The non
bastard children were in fact very ugly, but the Master had married for a
fortune, and not for love. Meanwhile Michael slowly rotted in the kitchen,
while snotty noses enjoyed their Victorian life.
Michael would sit and dream on the cold flagstones, just
shadows on the wall for company. Sometimes one of Charles Dickens’ stories would appear wrapped up with carrots
or turnips. Michael loved Charles Dickens his stories were so good, what with the
cliff-hangers, one day Charles Dickens would be famous. The cook just laughed,
but she enjoyed listening to Michael reading out the stories while peeled the
spuds. That was the only reason she had taught Michael to read, so she could
entertain her, she had in fact invented Radio, minus the radio that is, Listen
with Mother if you like.
Every night the staff went to the attic to sleep while
Michael shivered in a corner, it was a slow death of the spirit apart from
Charles Dickens. Michael had to try and fall asleep before the kitchen fire
went out, or he would not sleep at all, the cold being so bone chillingly cold.
There was a chink in the wall from the house next door and
this was Michael’s tv, without the tv that is. For in the next house everybody was
always happy and gay, the servants laughed and even danced. They had a good
Master, their fire was always on, the Master liked a warm house, he had made
his fortune in India so he liked a warm house.
If Michael squeezed himself against the chink in the wall
he could hear the singing and smell the cooking, he could pretend he was with
them in the warmth of company and of real warm. There was actually a bit of heat coming from that chink
in the wall, Michael loved that house and that kitchen, it was so full of life
and joy.
At night Michael fell asleep mumbling the songs that he’d
heard from the next door household. In the middle of the night he’d regularly
awake, his toes numb with cold, his bum freezing too. So he’d get up and stamp
around. Only shadows for company, the one candle in a jar his only
illumination. Michael would hold the jar and press it against his body for
warmth.
Even the shadows on the wall had pity on him, they would
dance about and form faces of people dancing and talking, trying to amuse and
console Michael. The very stones cried for him, shadows of tears fell. Michael
loved their company in his daily Dark Night of the Soul, a shadow is great
company if you have no friends, if you have to decide whether to burn Charles
Dickens for warmth or save him so he can warm your soul. Such a choice, warmth
of the spirit or warmth of the body.
The same shadows came night after night, they were in fact
peopled by stories from Charles Dickens, if your body is so cold, then all that
is left is the spark of soul. Or distant smells and laughter coming through the
chink in the wall. So your imagination sees things in the dark, you see what
you want to see in the cold and dark. You see Hope. You see Love. You see
Laughter. You see dancing shadows.
The cook gave Michael a sweet, it was covered in muck and
feathers, she’d found it in the street when she’d been to the butchers, a few
weeks previously. She had only just remembered it. It was a present for being
such a good boy. It was also a goodbye, Michael would be 9 next week so the
Master had decided to let Michael find his own way in the world. Michael would
have to leave.
The Master was going to buy a puppy for his legitimate
children, Alpha the dog would need a space in the kitchen, Michael would have to
leave to make room for Alpha the dog. A dog is a man’s, a Master’s best friend
after all. The promise to the pantry maid had been kept, 9 years Michael had
squatted, now he was man enough to find his own way in the world.
The Master ordered that Michael be locked in overnight and
then in the morning when Alpha arrived Michael would be shown the door. Michael
stuffed all the Charles Dickens in his pockets, he’s freeze one last night, but
Charles Dickens would be part of his new life whatever and wherever that may
be.
The walls wept, if only Michael could squeeze through the
crack in the wall, if only he could sing and dance with the neighbours, they
were having a Christmas Eve celebration. Michael fell asleep dreaming that very
same dream. He was dancing and drinking punch, the maids all gave him a dance
and a peck on the cheek. They all loved him, he was not the bastard son,
unwanted and thrown out to make room for a
dog.
Michael danced and laughed all night long, he was so
happy, a much loved member of the family. He was smiling in his sleep,
clutching Charles Dickens in his hands. That was how they found him in the
morning, curled up like a dog, but with a smile on his face, and Charles
Dickens’ new story in his hand A Christmas Carol. Michael had died happy in his
sleep. But how he got next door through a locked door nobody would ever know, not
even the stones would tell. Sometimes all the love you need is a chink in the
wall.
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