Well today the Pain descended suddenly
4 or 5 hours where I could barely breath due to the pain
My chest hurt, my shoulder hurt
It felt like I was carrying a concrete cross
I'm still in pain now
The left side of my face feels like I was kicked in the head
That's why you have no new story today
I may be having an operation on my chest where it bulges through my
bypass scar, something to look forward to.
At least my Korea Kdrama was still very funny I'm 8 hours into the 16
I really do enjoy their shows.
Though Donnez moi une break as somebody said
I could do with a break from these sudden chronic pain attacks
The Love in the title refers to my daughters, as all this Pain
and a line from a song flashed through my brain then, but
I cannot remember the rest
Pain reminds us about what is important
My daughters, and to enjoy them and to love them
Though I was an angry bear today due to all the pain
I can go shopping and fake dance an Irish jig for them in my local
store
Then barely be able to climb that hill back home, as it's so steep
Then the pain monster can descend
So my shopkeepers may think one thing, the sad reality is another
And that's why Writing is important to me, even if you all think it's
Rubbish, because at least it proves to me I have some Worth
And it gives me some Power, whereas Illness tries to Defeat me
It's like having my own personal mugger, called PAIN
Never knowing when and where it will strike on my body
So the Moral is Love who you Love because you never know
when Pain or Worse will get you.
So my dream of a Kpop girl to help write Tears for a Butcher
Is because I do like Korean Culture and these is an element of Pathos
there, which I hope you have all worked out already.
It's me screaming at the gods, I'm not finished yet
As I'm doubled up in pain
Into each Life some darkness must fall, as somebody once wrote.
It's a final bar of Cadbury's before the curtain falls
So Be Good and Stay Happy
Enjoy every second, especially the good days
Always hope for a Better Tomorrow
Never give in
Just have a Timeout, as I have today, and yes Timeout is the
name of a chocolate bar too.
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