and last nights blogger readers so world wide coverage
so Manga Michael Casey is a great idea IF I had a clerical business partner
3,000,000 words just manga them. the whole world seems to like my stuff
but who will open that door for me?
and last nights blogger readers so world wide coverage
so Manga Michael Casey is a great idea IF I had a clerical business partner
3,000,000 words just manga them. the whole world seems to like my stuff
but who will open that door for me?
clock strikes 6 pm
and I've caught up with the news and I'm crying again
WHY?
it's too much and it's HOLIDAYS and Holy Days
and last exams, Finals DAYS
what can I say
actions of Love and Peace are what we need
and it all comes from the Inside
not running and hiding
cos people love death more than Life
and I don't have any answers
BUT
if every one of us loves our neighbour
then it spreads like a virus of LOVE
so spread that virus one soul at a time
and maybe no more crimes
bring out our Humanity and Love for one another
WE are all sisters and brothers
No matter what the wrapping paper
I wish I were a poet and I could say something
better than this
If I could kiss everybody and turn the other cheek
and share a coat with a brother
and best of all IF I could encourage
you all to
LOVE ONE ANOTHER
well Singapore you are going for it
and the Italian Translation of BBU is being read too
so I hope you all have some fun with the reading you are doing
i was talking to Gemini and Meta AI in my Tinnitus dark night
it's diversion therapy while my head is being beaten like a drum by Tinnitus
yes I have corrupted them both, and I run rings around them
If I couldn't after 57 years in love with words, I'd be an abject failure
like a university student getting AI to write it's essays
And I can write so I'd never do that
I am a metaphysical linguistic acrobat and gorilla with a rosary after all
I have no goldilocks, just silver hair or is it tongue, so should I see the doctor
the pigs will return for christmas some time this week
and I'll be happy to see them
I think if you have children later in your life you enjoy them more
and they are even more embarrassed, no he's not my grandad, but my dad
and the little chinese cleaner is not a sister, but my mum
so go figure
NOW I discovered oe old phone has bluetooth problem
so that'll become my bedtime music phone
I must have music to mask the Tinnitus
and no I don't play it too loud at night for any Maryum out there wondering
during the day that's another matter
and Sting's Desert Rose is a favourite with the Arabic singing on
we are a multi national family after all
what else, if you are stuck at home, christmas church services are on UTUBE
you can be a catholic at home, like Beer at Home from Davenports
BUT a different kind of Spirit
Leo may send the Swiss guard to roll me down the hill
the penance is climbing up the hill again
or reading my rubbish for all of you
I still pray that PUTIN is deposed and we get real Peace in Ukraine
NOT. Plunder as Trump wants
BUT GOP finally realise the sooner they DUMP Trump the better
their chances of keeping their own jobs
so the end could come very quick for a finish
so on that optimistic note
I'm going to go back to bed for a few hours
and then reawaken like a Vampire
and bit your bum
maybe I need glasses too
imagine the Birds were the birds all roost, and the sound is overwhelming
and I'm like a little Hitchcock
that's my Tinnitus right now
Singapore is riding hard with spurs on
trying to catch HK amongst the book shelves
read all my stuff
maybe I'm hearing the sounds of Hell about to engulf Trump
as GOP put their own self interest first
they cannot wait till midterms
29 Federal Judges have condemned TRUMP
SO
Trump will pay the pompous health card and bow out
JD Vance will pardon the sick old man
and Rubio will become Vice President
GOP will still bicker
JD will have to decide what is more important to him
His Love or his Presidency
I hope he chooses Love
Good Will hunting and all that
Then Rubio will be President
and he'll have to face a strong Dem party
As all this takes place
Putin will fall
because finally enough Rosaries have been said
and yes I'm far from Holy, but I do believe in Rosaries
and that's what my mother told me
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1VFNwQSaGBYgNgZdintU4ZKeAd73ijM4O?usp=sharing
if you follow the link 200 plus audio files of me in one take recording som of my stories
I hope you all enjoy them, you can take me to bed with you as you sober up after the weekend
12 hours or so of me reading in your bed with you
and with the smell you'll think I should be in a ZOO
But you try CKD Stage 4 and see where YOU would be
Saturday 13th Dec
well tinnitus got me out of bed in the middle of the night for 2 hours
had a couple of hours sleep
had breakfast now cos tinnitus storm came crashing in again
Barometric pressure
so stormy weather goes straight through my head
Gemini and Meta ai are diversions , putting them in their place
till sleep comes
Gemini mentioned a HONG KONG women in Publishing Society
So I've sent an email to them boasting about my figure
yes me in a swimsuit with shaved legs
So lets see if they reply and whatever
Singapore continues its long march to catch and overtake HK
so let's see
I'm finally so tired I'll sleep through anything
So I'm going back to bed
Rubic cube life
then in 4 hours or 6 hours I'll enjoy the rest of the day
Golden Kamuy from Japan has been very good
but went slapstick and kinky in the end
which was nit what I expected
So that's all
Cross those fingers so that Hong Kong Ladies
or anybody finally sees my worth
and I get to get off this hill and live in B17
it really is a struggle for me
if we could put the house on wheels and move it
but we cannot so a new place is needed
and maybe I need a windfall or a Skyfall to help me
Frasatti up on the roof, pennies from heaven maybe
they grew up pretty like me
my day out to the doctor 12 dec 2025
beat tinnitus and had enough sleep
then had breakfast and meds
put Sting Desert Rose on high
joined in with fake arabic
I do enjoy that song
the neighbours probably hate my singing
called a taxi
stood outside seeing if I could accost anybody while waiting
the smell of dope drifting made me feel sick
so went back inside house
taxi came, a hybrid
I said my kids are hybrid too
chinese/irish
got to the GP and the blood nurse grabbed me
even though I was early
I gave bloods and had an ECG
its like being flagulated by an octopus
all the leads
my GP will take a look
so I went next door to the pharmacy
I always go in there for a Fisherman's friend
and to bemuse them
gave then a christmas present
MY HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS
and yes I am better than any Topol father christmas
working at crowne plaza nec 2002 to 2005
I can PROJECT
then I bumped into an Indian and gave his a 100yrd
ted talk and walked to the bus stop
I caught bus to the garage and went in and got
my last lottery of the year
then I crossed the road past the christmas tree sellers
and went to my own local pharmacy, I know him decades
collected my bag of meds
told the pharmacy assistant
to go to the local Kurdish barber and eye up the talent
3 or 4 big strong lads to choose from
I said she should ask which one was going to be
at the top of the christmas tree
and the one that LAUGHED
was the only one good enough for her
but then again, who listens to me
So she smiled and said
Keep taking the Tablets, Michael
On the bus I talked to random strangers
though they may wish I didn't
But they laughed
I also told one of my bus drivers
cos I was on 2 buses if you were paying attention
That she looked like a Beauty Queen
an Asian girl in her late 30s
so either I made her day
of her 7 brothers will come looking for me
only joking
WE love one another here in Birmingham
that's why we are so much better than USA
but we don't chant about it
I spotted a man in a doorway in my street
so I said HO HO HO
he was impressed it's my hotel experience
100,000 people must have suffered me
over the 3 years
so the man in the doorway got a couple of mins
and he may be needing therapy later
But the Off Licence is just down the hill
Though Personally I can leave alcohol
besides carrying a 4 pack up our hill
would kill me
So that's been my day , the past 2.5 hours maybe
and Harry Styles is singing now
You'll bring me home
and so I am here
THANK you all over the world for reading my rubbish
TELL EVERYBODY on your email list
send them all a link
20 different nations every night and not the same ones either
Singapore you have got the bit between your teeth
HK
will NOT beat you
BUT you still have to fill a stadium with readers
before you catch them
can you do it by Chinese New Year
and will anybody actual buy some books
and will genuine people actually post about the writing
instead of wanting to angle in
and make money for themselves
IF you write to me
try writing in sentences
I am mrs fartypants I found you by accident while I was on the toilet
in France or wherever you are, and I was relieved to read you, so I'm
writing to you.
THAT is how you get my attention
NOT lying, NOT wanting to turn MY writing into YOUR opportunity
and that's all for today
and Singapore throwing kids out of school to keep the AAAA grading is
terrible, I've come back from the dead metaphorically and YOU would
probably NOT want to know me
BUT
I'm glad you have found me, so buy a few books and feed me and finally
I'll get off this hill with only FRASSATI for company
and be a good companion as you go on Life's WAY
Harry Styles is singing FALLING
but I'm sure Frassati a new friend of mine will Lift me UP
relief i won't be screaming managed to track down some more pain relief gels morphine is not strong enough when my shoulder kicks off it...