Monday, 26 October 2020

And Why the Stars?

And Why the Stars? ©

By Michael Casey

 

And why the stars?

Because we need light in our darkness

When all is dark, there is still some light

When all is dark, there is still some hope

When all is lost, there is still a twinkle

When all is gone, there is a glimmer

When the seas are rough, the curtain is broken

When the sounds are of fury, there is the peace of the night

When smoke drifts by, there is still the hope on high

When mobs shout, the silence of the night beckons

When the tyrant roars, the stars sing hope

When the battle rages, the stars guide us away

When all seems lost, we are guided to fight another day

When there is doubt, look to the stars

When there is confusion, look to the stars

Look up, don’t look down

Stand proud and look to the stars

In the stars we have a light, a hope, a direction

In the stars we have God’s hand, leading  us away

In the stars we can see another way

A  way of hope, a way of trust, a way of charity

Look up to the stars and not to tyrants who think they are gods

In the stars we can see God’s hand, which is charity

Stars to guide us home, across the seas of anger, beyond Humanity

Stars are God smiling, carrying us home

 


the cat and the cardinal

 I had a dream

about a me being a student somewhere

in the end I gave the staff a round of ((****s

for falsely accusing me

No Holding Back

Cardinal Newman was featured

we have a photo collection in the kitchen

with his picture in, it used to belong  to my

recently deceased big sister

now it and her picture is in the kitchen window

So that's where the Cardinal came from

He is actually less than 2 miles away up the road

The Birmingham Oratory and my big sister used

to go after a school named after him, now a housing development

So Birmingham now has it's very own saint

I wish he'd get rid of all my diseases starting with Tinnitus

I'm a Birmingham writer too, though no saint

As for the cat, my small daughter is visiting her sister at University

So hello to all doing BioChemistry

Well my small daughter dreamed of a dissolving cat

Like Totoro, as is named our real cat

Or like some other cartoon cat

So go Dream Dictionary those

As for herself once A levels are done

she is thinking of Anthropology for a Degree

she's spent her life looking at this great ape, me

So Newman if you can't make me a new man

How about helping two sisters instead

as I struggle to walk around the house today

with the sound of the sea shore ringing in my ears

so that's today's chat, I may write a story now, so come back later

Oh,and by the way 20 years ago I had a job and I was so tired that

when my brother came calling I could barely speak

So Biden, is just talked out, and he is million times better

than a Great Dictator, called Trump

and for you film buffs go watch Chaplin's film

The Great Dictator..




john henry newman


Sunday, 25 October 2020

Tiktok the clock strikes Trump

 

Tiktok the clock strikes Trump

Well Tinnitus had a field day last night, but I managed sleep in the end. Today it’s still at the beach 24/7, which would be nice if I were at Cromane Lower Killorglin Kerry. But in my ears, give me a break. I’m going to bed soon, but a few thoughts before bedtime.

Do Americans really believe Tiktoc or Twitter of Facebook or dear old Fox News

Little wonder they elect such rubbish, PLEASE READ 2 OR 3 DIFFERENT NEWS MEDIA

Is it also true Trump has an Execution list if he wins the Election is a week’s time

All the heads being sacked, such as FBI, and the Civil Service to be re-made in his own image too, God Help us

DICTATORSHIP for real.

I hope all Republicans voting are going out to overthrow this king

Otherwise, I’m sure America’s first Black Cardinal, will remind you all of

Trump’s Cardinal sins. Or haven’t you heard, it was on the news.

Just Pray, Hope and Don’t Worry as Padre Pio said.

time for bed.

Samsung and Kdrama

 

Samsung and K drama

Well I read the news today that the Samsung boss has died, so I offer sympathy to his family. I watch loads of Kdramas, and my small daughter chides I’ll be speaking Korean next. Chinese and English are the main languages in the house already. The Kdramas do feature Big Company stuff too. Imagine Coronation Street but with High End James Bond looks then you have a K drama.

Last night I managed to get up stairs and I got better sleep, still Tinnitus playing with me. In the middle of the night I spotted the Stars, or one main one on its own. I don’t know which one it is, but its very bright, go ask Nasa. However it gave me an idea for a Poem.

So expect And Why the Stars, when I get around to it today. Two poems in 2 days because of Tinnitus. I’d rather be sleeping like in a Kdrama. The I do , I do, the shoe Kdrama finished so I’m on to another one now, usually 16 one hour episodes. One actor looks like a Korean Robert Downey Jr, well to me anyway.

So come back later, and if the pain does not attack me too much I’ll have done, And Why the Stars, then Tinnitus, Pain and Snot a story will be on my list. I can only take paracetamol, plus Movelat gel.Otherwise my kidneys would give up. So it’s never Drug filled writing, the opposite, pain at bay writing. I take to pain to save my brain. I can hear you all muttering, does the fat guy in shades from Birmingham have a brain? But I’ll slap the backs of your legs with wet lettuce, and leave the snails on. Google Larry Grayson.

me in Malta April 2013

only 2 months till Xmas

 from 2009 maybe, while my back heals

A Winter’s Day

By michaelgcasey

                     

As I look from my window I see the blue blue sky. Birds dive and soar better than any circus acrobat, they are painting a picture with their wings. Tiny tiny whisps of white cloud remain, like left over candy floss on a childs face, like white whiskers on a very old woman’s face.

Curtains are pulled open and windows are  inched open too, daylight and fresh air to bedrooms shuttered down against a cold winters night. People stand  and yarn and scratch too as they struggle to wake up fully. Then one or two realise they don’t wear any pyjamas so they hurry away from their windows, their wives, their husbands, their lovers laughing at their stupidity. At least old Mrs Jones may have had a thrill.

The sounds of morning, of daylight rise. Slowly the sound of the milk float, the sounds of milk bottles clinking together as the milkman does his rounds, this way and that. The sound of of Mrs Murphy walking her dog, the dog panting in the cold winters air. He doesn’t have a sheepskin coat to keep him warm. He has his own fur coat but this winter is a cold one, so Goldie the dog could do with an extra coat too.

People dance down their door steps to  their car, nagging children to hurry up as its cold. Children write their name in the frost on their neighbours’ cars before being told off. John the neigbourhood jogger rushes past, the kids stick their tongue out at him, he does the same, they all laugh, only for John to miss his stride slip on an icy patch and fall to the ground hurting his elbow as he does so. Still laughing the kids get inthe car and are taken off to see grandpa, John is rubbing his elbow and his bum as he gets ups gingerly.

The lads, we are so hard, appear from their homes to noisily attack the day, Sunday is for shouting, but not too loud, as they have headaches and hangovers, did they really chat up that ugly fat girl, but they gave her his brother’s mobile number and not his own. They stride off to the news agent for The News Of The World, just for the sports pages, their mums can read the scandal section and the horoscopes.

One or two black people wearing their Sunday best pass by on their way to church, a throwback to decades before when people still went to church and when people still wore their Sunday best. People used to dress up to go to the theatre too, but now, but now.

I reach for the kettle and have my first coffee of the day, coffee with milk and no sugar, the way English people have coffee, not the American way, just the soft English way. My kids want toast and peanut butter, or cheese on toast, so my 3 slices of toast become one slice of toast as I feed my girls. I nag them to put slippers and socks on, yes we have nice carpet but in the winter’s weather they are always getting colds, so I nag them, I nag them. My wife nags them in Chinese too, or Shanghai dialect. The phone rings, its Germany calling, or rather my wife’s best friend who’s calling from  Germany, the cackle or hens, of chickens clucking is the noise these 2 Shanghai girls make, as they talk in Shanghai, when are we coming back to Germany is the message. Cluck cluck cluck.

The sky has changed the blue has changed to grey, will the snow return, its been a snowy winter over here in Birmingham, some parts of the country have had the worse weather in 20years. The children have quietened down, my wife has relented and put a nature program on the tv for them. As for me I was going to try and write a poem but instead you see what’s before you. I’m half listening to Mike and The Mechanics a cd I’ve loaded to the computer, “give me the simple life” he sings, I suppose my life is a simple life too. But if we can see  the poetry in life then we enjoy the simple things which make up all are lives. All our lives are  poetry if only we take the time to watch and listen, while we’re making toast for the kids

 

p.s. This piece was from last Winter.






Friday, 23 October 2020

Tinnitus, Snot and Pain

 Tinnitus, Snot and Pain

that was me last night/this morning 

So I thought it was a good title for a story

They'll be debt collectors, that's the idea, so come back tomorrow

I stepped out of the bath and pulled a muscle in my back , so I'm crawling around


so here' this till I get around to writing more stuff

 

Crawling Like a Worm in The Dirt, humbled by a photo copier. 

 

 This is one piece from my www.positivethoughts.com essay/blog postings, I type fast so excuse any mistakes.

 

 

 Well this is my 100th post, I had hoped I could think up something nice or even spectacular. This is what I've come up with. I'm laughing now as I type. Yesterday 5minutes after I started work I bent down to fill up the copiers. I filled one, then another, then I did a third. I then screamed, I had straightened up too fast and had ricked/strained my back on the right hand side. So these past 27hours have been a lesson in pain and humility. I felt such a fool at work, the girls I work were both sympathetic and funny. Somebody came by for some coloured paper , I bent down to look under our shelf and I was racked with pain, one girl told me to crawl away out of the way so that she could find it instead. I hobbled away, out of the way. The rest of day I moved about like an 80 year old, rather like my own dad. I hoped that on my lunch break while I sat for 30mins in the cathedral my back would be restored. We stand all day in our print as some of you may remember me mention. Prayer and rest for 30mins no doubt aided my soul but not my back. I went back to work and hobbled about for a couple of hours. Then I decided I really had to go home and rest.

Getting home I got off the bus and had to walk only 300yards, a crippled Charlie Chaplin kind of walk, though I look more like Oliver Hardy. I was home 2 hours earlier than normal so the family were surprised.

I told them I was fired as a joke. Then I sat down on an old chair and then I could hardly move. Standing up again was an impossibility. Last Friday we had a drama with my youngest, this Friday,Friday13th it was my turn. My girls all laughed at me, just as I would laugh at them if the tables were reversed. Night came and knew I could never climb the stairs to bed, but at least our bathroom was downstairs. So I tumbled onto our sofa and got ready to spend the night there. Only we have a glass coffee table in front of it and I was afraid of falling off onto it. So at 1am I staggered up the stairs like a drunk with locked joints, then I rolled onto my bed, screaming as I did so. I did sleep, but in the morning I had to slither out like a snake sliding out of bed on my belly. Some positions were possible and some were not. My wife laughed till she cried my youngsters did too, as for me, I laughed and cursed and laughed again. My wife went to see the pharmacy man for advice and a spray for me. The pharmacist laughed too, he's an old friend. When she got back I was all sprayed up, the old spray and the newly bought one drenching me and my room with the stench of a bad back. I slithered in and out of bed, crawling around as I couldn't stand up straight. As for getting down stairs that would be an impossiblity. My wife went shopping, stopping first to steal my debit card, laughing she left me in my bed of pain. When she returned she gave me yoguart and orange juice. Later I just had to go downstairs, but I couldn't walk. I slithered off bed like snake, then made it to my hands and knees, then an inspired idea. I bounced down the stairs one step at a time, on my butt , one step at a time. Then I crawled across our living room and pulled myself up onto a chair. I did notice that we needed a new carpet after 20years our carpet does need replacing. I then rewarded myself by stealing my wife's pork she'd just made.

Later after some movements like belly dancer of 120 years old, I managed to straighten up. I do walk as if I have a full diaper though. I made it too my big chair in front of my computer. And that’ s how I got to write this 100th post.

The moral of all this? Well I am a very bad patient. Health is the most important thing in our lives. I rejoice that my girls have a good sense of humour, even if I am the butt of it all. Last year when I had food poisoning they had plenty to laugh about then. And I do laugh at that memory. We are all worms crawling in the dirt. It is God's love that lifts us up, as does our family life. Sometimes it is only though pain and adversity that we learn such truths, sometimes we learn mundane things, but they too have meaning for us, even if its just the fact that we need a new living room carpet.

 

 

 

THIS IS FROM NOV 2008 ACCORDING TO MY LIST

 today is 23rd Oct 2020 and History repeats again, 3000 plus pieces now and I'm on book 20

still waiting to be discovered...



Thursday, 22 October 2020

The Sky is Full

The sky is full ©

 By Michael Casey

 

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with plenty

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with butterflies

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with flowers

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with sunshine

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with laughter

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with prayer

The sky is full

My heart is empty

Fill my soul with hope

 The sky is full

My heart is empty

 Now my soul is full

The sky is now empty

The clouds are gone

My heart is full

My life my life is my own again

 

23 Oct 2020 2.50 am tinnitus time


so that's what I was doing, I'd rather be....

i even got the date wrong







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