well my head is screaming I've put neem on my shoulder too
the cold has kicked off the tinnitus to a higher level
and the shoulder just hits me a couple of times as day
this is my life
PAIN
but I have a secret lover
Singapore
sigh
you are in Crazy Rich Asian mode reading me as if I'm Dickens
so thank you
though you could just be a cobbler mending ladies high heel shoes
so may say I'm as heel after all
well Grandma from Shanghai will be visiting in a day or two
so that'll be different I not seen her in 20 years
since our smallest was born
grandma will have bragging rights
the poorest family has got the smartest kids at the highest universities
so don't give me I'm from the inner city I did not have a chance
open a book and read
and the rest is up to you
my generation was high
the next generation, our kids went higher
though some may say I'm a total failure
as I did not make any money from my talent
though 167 countries have read me
and 1000s of copies of my books have been read in many languages
and yes I can actually write
being commercial does not mean you can actually write
discuss
5000 words by friday
I'm going to stop now the noise in my head is horrendous
the cold is descending ang my Tinnitus is climbing
I did have a new story idea in my head, but Tinnitus gets in the way
so Singapore come type for me, as the pain and tinnitus attack my sanity
switch your fire alarm on and see how long you can stand under it
10 mins tops
Try all day
so don't judge me, try walking in my shoes
it takes an hour to write a piece
or 10 mins if I had typist
a scribe
ok that's it thank you Singapore
even if you are a cobbler, or think my writing is a load of old cobblers
at least you come back, looking for the last maybe
yes I look stupid but it keeps me warm, with the Christmas tree in here it blocks the heading
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