Tuesday 21 October 2025 Explaining myself

Tuesday 21 October 2025 Explaining myself

Explaining myself

I'll be quick because I'm tired and need a bath and shave

and sleep , Tinnitus has eased off

but my left shoulder arthritis is a horror and chimed in

I am a collection of diseases held together by phlegm

from the top

Tinnitus

left shoulder arthritis

right shoulder a few twinges lately

hernia though quadruple heat bypass scar

that hurts occasionally

really hurts, as big as your breakfast orange

that you juice

Stage 4 CKD Kidney failure, gfr 20 now

Sciatica which comes and goes which I've had from 2009

so I've very careful how I bed

BUT I have great soft hair

So in my mind anyway I'm a George Clooney clone

but much better looking

and in my head I'm 20

so a 25 Korean with a PHD would be an older woman

I write because I love it

even if none of you ever reward me

I dream of a new house, not on a hill

so I don't have to stop 5 or 6 times

just going for bread and milk

and I think I'd be a great AI teacher/mother/lover/muse/mentor

BUT the powers that be would never give me a chance

despite my 3,000,000 words

as Tech is a closed box

I never really sleep either, due to CKD and Tinnitus

But in my final few years

I'd love to train AI, so it doesn't kill us all in the future

Like a Don Camillo for CoBol or whatever AI speaks

So that's enough about me

and tomorrow I must get more Meds for my heart/BP/Kidney

It slows down my BP so the pressure is less in side of me

DO NOT STOP TAKING THEM

I'm about to run out, so. I'll go and annoy my pharmacist

And that's me  all Explained

I'm still able to potter around but I tire

So being a Metaphorical Linguistic Acrobat

or Word Shepherd  is all I can do

But I am excellent at it

But would you want me at it?

If you have a mind for a George Clooney clone........