so here's what I can remember
I'll finish in the morning, wednesday 4th dec If
I cannot get it on the page now
Believe my Heart not my Words (c)
by Michael Casey
How do I explain
How did I fail
How did I mess it up
I meant to do it right
I meant not to give in
I meant to do it right
Can you forgive me in the dark of the night
Promises made and words said
Things written down on a list so I wouldn't forget them
But I was sidetracked by life by living
By Temptations big and small
Its easy to get distracted
Life is full of things to do
But in my heart I meant to be true and honest to you
To what I said I'd do , to how I would behave
But Life and Temptation came a calling
Why am I always falling
Should I give up, it's far easier
Everybody just does not bother
So I'm one of a crowd
I'm one person hiding in a crowd of indifference
Why should I talk to you
I'm not my dad
I'm not my mother
I'm not my sister
I'm not my brother
I'm the weak fat one with all the diseases
In my heart I promise to
But the reality is I don't
Not as much as I want to
Please Mary let me remember to Pray
As I should, and read my heart
through my pains, and accept
the few words I do say, are heart felt
So read my heart
And maybe my prayers will do
Maybe even be enough to save the world from itself
As though the words are mangled just like me
My heart I give in all sincerity
Grant us Peace, Immaculate Heart of Mary
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different to what I had in my head, but from my heart, my quadruple heart bypassed